Yea I dunno in hell wat that means..coz sometimes u cant define certain things..n the most difficult thing for me..is to title my blog..coz it mostly consists of random shit( excuse me for the language..y m I excusing..my blog..i cud write shit..or some more shit that I want)..or mebbe m just not creative enough..n mebbe I stole the idea from sumbody..i dun care nemore..m just back to wonderin y have I left my brains to rust all this while..its ironical..wen I din have the time to breathe..i had this looooong list of things to do..n now wen I have all the time in this world..m not doin a single thing outa it..stupid as it sounds..m just..i dunno..i dun even know wat to say..its like I was in this phase of Sem 9..where id kinda forgotten wat I actuallie wanna do in life..n now its slowly sinking in again..wen I even overhear ppl bout “Where do u see urself five years from now”…my mind throws a volley of questions to me..”Where the fuck m I gonna be 2 months from now”..”Do I have ne damn idea”..”Is this wat u always wanted to do”..”What did u wanna do in the first place”..”Gosh can v not have this conversation”..”But I need to..iv bin avoidin it for long now”..”But where the hell do I start??”..Lets see..”Do I dream”..of bein sumthin..someone..
I dunno only if I got ne proper dreams that I remember..vich reminds me one of my frens actuallie does remem her dreams..isn that cool..well for most times even I do..but its in a different form..i have this feelin of Déjà vu..its a strong strong feelin..i get it all the time..n until my forever handy google made me realize that it’s the most common experience n about 70% ppl experience it..i was happie that there was sumthin amazin bout my dreams..nehow..my excitement was vitiated wen a theory also suggested that it cud be due to one eye foreseeing the events a fraction of a seconds before the other..wooosh..sumthin like that actuallie happens!! Ofcorse the more stronger one has sumthin to do with the two hemispheres..cerebral I mean..its amazing how science proves certain myths so haywire..anoder interesting documentary that I recently saw..was bout the
Pheww..too much into physics..but its an exciting thing to do..atleast sounds that way..the end of this gets me back to the conversation I was havin with my conscience..well looks like its yet anoder “later” coming my way..:(